The new life...

its so taxing.. feels like i have been living a black money of a life for so long that now it decides to take me out with 300% fine. Since the days when i played football, i never felt my legs pain so bad when i go to sleep. Since the days when i forgot to do my school work, i have never been so scared of taking a 2 and half hrs long journey to my office..

Life's come a 3/4 circle .. i used to travel this much for my college, but never to work.. But you can't bunk work when you feel so. Well i just hope i get used to it soon. because i know people who travel more then i do for a wages lot less then mine. I know there are people who leave earlier then me and arrive late.. there are people with days working.. there are people who work in the heat all day where i dread travelling for 45 mins. Problem is i can't thank GOD for exposing me to more faces of life then i have seen before.. i can't thank him enough for making me luckier then 80-% people in India.. i can't prey him for letting me live the life i am.. coz I am an atheist. That's where we guys face problem when we get lucky that we don't get anyone to thank with. But yeah .. we don't blame anyone when we loose our mobiles or break two mobiles in one week..

I have been fighting with my wife with this GOD stuff for past few weeks, she promised to  visit Siddhivinayak if i get my current job (with specs described above). I told her go alone, i can't go where i don't believe in.. the next day my mobile broke. Damn GOD trying to extract revenge on me for deriding his follower. Are all GODS such egotistical, self centered, self protecting .. reminds me of Lalit Modi often.