To write or to not

The most difficult things in world to do, are the ones that you don't feel like doing. The question is then why do such things.

This is what i was feeling like about this post. Did not have any subject, no desire and maybe no inspiration (even with India winning Perth :-)). But still there are things to be done that you have promised yourself you will do, come rain or storm. That is the motivation to post this another blog even if it is just rumblings of a frustrated mind. I don't want to fail myself again.

I know with lack of motivation and desire the post might just be terribly bore or nonsense but i haven't promised sense every time. Life at most time is same; it doesn't make a lot of sense. You are born, you live and then you go away. Most of us never make a difference to this world and its state in our entire lifetime, so what was the sense of us living in our times, are we wasted life.

Answer: Ask you loved ones. ask your mom, ask your dad, ask you wife, ask your kids. And the answer will tell you why you are here. The answer keeps you going.

Now as before in my rumblings here is the catch-22. You live, you try to work hard, you try to compromise to make them happy. But what if in trying to make them happy, you are making them sad. Well... i never promised sense in this post.

What should i do to keep walking, to post another blog, to fight another day? Well there are promises to keep. That itself is the biggest motivation. Being true to oneself. You need discipline to keep doing that despite any paybacks in short term. That’s what i promised myself.. Have some discipline in life. I think i am learning it a hard way but that is what it was supposed to be. Well anyway whatever it is i want to come out a better person of this. Even a tiny improvement and it would have been worth it.

Wait for my next post for something sensible :-)